It’s very interesting to watch how someone can walk away and completely ignore a lot of things, and then very quickly replace you like you are broken toy.
I feel like I have no trust for people I don’t know anymore, and I’m very cautious again around new people, especially those on the internet. So if I don’t talk to you much, or I don’t have super awesome long answers for you and great conversations, I’m sorry. To the people who I know online right now, don’t worry, I trust you guys. It’s really the new people I don’t trust anymore, and I’m sorry. You can blame one person in this world, because I honestly can’t handle the fact that someone I trusted and loved would react so violently when all I needed was a simple step away, since all I was given was a short conversation and then silence for some time.
Way to treat a friend, right? I had my last straw, and I’m tired of being hurt and abused.I hate dealing with people in my life that I do everything for and gain nothing but fights in return. I don’t know anyone from my childhood, if I didn’t know any better, I would say I didn’t have a childhood.
I just hate when someone you trust stabs you relentlessly. Don’t you hate that feeling?
I want to rip your throat out with my teeth. Bare your teeth, right? Go on, show yours, mine are bigger.
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I just listened to a commericial on Pandora tell me that Windows 8 allows me to listen to pandora and work on a powerpoint at the same time. It claimed that I can do two things at once..
I can multiple things at once already on windows 7.
Microsoft go home you’re drunk.
Also, Work easy play hard? Fuck that noise. Work hard, play hard.
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I’m going to get a haircut for the first time since boot.
During boot there were three instances of haircuts, two of which I had to partake. The first is an obvious one, where they cut my long hair and I was very displeased because I like my long hair but I knew it was going to happen. The second time was to keep it short, the third time I managed to evade the cutting.
People at bootcamp can’t cut hair for shit by the way. They suck. Barbers here can’t seem to listen apparently, they’ve fucked up Reece’s hair before and I always hear about how they just suck. So two of my classmates and myself are going today. This could be interesting.
Or totally not because there’s an age gap between them and I… And I never hang out with my classmates.. They want to get waxing done on their eyebrows too I think and I really don’t understand why people do that to themselves. It’s painful and retarded, but then again I hate conforming to society’s rules and I do what I feel like doing.
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So, I’m not having a so awesome day.
Turns out my parents are getting divorced. For those of you who don’t know my current mom is my adopted mom… I’ve been through this situation before and now it’s just… Painful.
While I don’t live with them, my siblings do and they are suffering the impact more. First I leave, now mom is leaving too.
I find it difficult to understand, even a second time. You’d think I would get it, but I don’t. If two people love each other so much, why do the stupid things that you know you will lose them over?
You learn from your parents mistakes, that is for sure. I’d never do something that stupid to lose Reece… Ever.
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Yeah so on my own I had to take care of something basically and now I’m very angry with a person.
Yeah person, I’m angry.
I hope you realize this.
You’re fucking welcome.
It makes me very angry that when I see the Air Force goofing around in fake airplanes on memorial day and none of them standing watch or tending the graves of their fallen, yet the Soldiers, Sailors, and Marines do just this. All day I have seen my shipmates, battle-mates, and the Marines mourning our fallen and loved ones, our family. And all I have seen of the Air Force is them running around in fake wooden planes.
This disgusts me.
These are my roots, this is where I was born, this is a home.
I was born here, in Fairbanks Alaska, and one day I wish to return. Even if it’s just a day, I want to go to Fairbanks and find a secluded area and just sit and listen to the earth speak to me. Listen to my roots sing to me.
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